The terrible beauty of I'm Leavin' by Paul Simpson
Watching Elvis sing I'm Leavin' in concert, biographer WA Harbinson wrote: 'If he sings of the spirit, he imbues it with the flesh, if he sings of desire he speaks of love. 'Who will I find to lie beside me?' he sings and the words, which are simple, which are quite simply desolate, are filled with the tragedy, with the crystalline grief of a flesh that might never be touched. 'Leavin' me lonely', he adds and the last word is a killer, a knife through all hope, a common word transformed to pure poetry by its tone of delivery'.
The song's unusual blend of quiet horror, utter weariness, inexorable sadness and subtle rebuke is a tribute to the craft of Jarrett who, as he revealed in an interview published on www.elvis.com.au created the song on a 12-string guitar in the LA home of his old friend Sonny Charles. Jarrett had given up life on the road to write and record his own songs and was shocked to hear his girlfriend ask: 'What if your songs aren't good enough?' Realising they didn't share the same dream, they went their separate ways: the girl stayed in Portland, Jarrett headed for LA where - still haunted by his failed marriage and angry at his girlfriend's lack of faith - he wrote I'm Leavin'.
You can see why, struggling with the song in a fabulously productive session in RCA's Studio B in Nashville in May 1971, Elvis remarked: 'Phew man it's tough. But the thing is worth working on'.
He likes the song so much he changes the inflection in his voice. As it starts, he leads the vocal ensemble setting the scene with the 'la la la' refrain but as the verses start, his voice deepens and he is more recognisably Elvis as he asks the terrible questions: 'Where will I go? Who will I have to lie beside me?' Here his voice is almost naked, stripped of the mannerisms his impersonators have made careers out of, yet rich with emotion. There is no histrionic overstatement here - the desolation mounts in the middle of the second verse but the shift in his tone is slight and telling.
As the tempo accelerates, building to the emotional and vocal climax of the bridge, the mood is of impassioned regret and bafflement - for all the singer's efforts he just can't make it. And then as the drums signal a shift to a gentler rhythm, Elvis' voice swoops beautifully to the resigned pathos of I'm leavin''.
He returned to I'm Leavin' relatively frequently in concert - memorably in Las Vegas in 1974 and Huntsville, Alabama in 1975 - and usually showed care and commitment as he tried to get the mood right. Unfortunately, live shows all but dictate a faster tempo and on the live performances I have heard the backing never quite recaptures the authority of the studio original. That said, his vocal could still, as Harbinson's reaction shows, be very moving.
I'm Leavin's two short, stark verses must have felt like lines Elvis could have written. Like his father, he had always suffered from bouts of devastating loneliness. His marriage was already foundering - he would be separated from Priscilla within 14 months of this recording - and his romantic life would subsequently be full of women he had arrived too late to know, who didn't have the time to show him who they were. (The one glorious exception to that rule would be Linda Thompson.) And ultimately, despite being the most famous man in the world, he would be left lonely in Graceland.
Perhaps that is what gives I'm Leavin' what WB Yeats might have called its 'terrible beauty'. In this magical, desolate three minutes and fifty three seconds, Elvis confronts one possible version of his future. The tragedy - as he may have already feared as he perfected the song in Nashville - was that this possibility came true.
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